Ask me

my story, who am I, questions I have been asked to answer

why am I here, this website, sharing my soul with the world, why

okay, I will tell you

I am a fighter a woman of great strength, experienced great loss and the deepest of pain and yet, here I am, still breathing, still walking, still sharing pieces of me to help you become you, I am a mirror to you

believing that life is a gift, more than a moment but experiences that grow us into who we are here to be, opening doors, pain, sorrows, joy, dreams asking to be believed, I am here for you

it is in the moments we share others realize, they are not alone, they are seen, they are people remembered, finding strength in weaknesses shared, finding common ground when for years they believed their existence didn’t matter

okay listen to me now, pay attention, your existence matters, you matter, I matter, we are all in this together as one being of hope, offering connection through our stories, never are we one, we are all

today, I suffer greatly, my pain powerful, I am one when I was two, losing my best friend, my sweet Chai, my dog of 12 years, I am floundering terribly, grasping at whatever I can reach just to try to hold on, one more minute, I am lost, and yet, I was drawn to come here to tell you, hang on

life is a series of events, change is constant, yes words spoken through the centuries and still so absolutey true

ask me about tomorrow, hell I have no clue about the next 5 minutes

I am still here because I believe life matters, if I did not, who knows about tomorrow

we are in this life together for a reason, I have no clue why, I only know that words speak to me, so I write, knowing what it is that comes to me is to be shared, and share I will, you can take what fits, leave the rest, it matters not to me, only that you realize, you matter, as do I

I am here, I will write, I will share my love for Dragonfly and the gifts nature offers, even in pain that is beyond words, my heart mourns a great love, a friend that knew me, loved me, without care about yesterday, only today

to anyone reading these words, you are loved, never doubt that, remember always you matter, it is why I am writing these words now, they are for you to read, to feel, to absorb, you matter as do I

I am your friend, you are not alone … Nancy