waiting

‘we want what we want when we want it’

I have heard that phrase more than a few times in my many years of life

disappointment became a reappointment of my direction my focus

practicing the art of perception, perceiving, over time throughout my life from a very young age

what felt difficult when I was young became a catalyst for me to try new ways to see a different direction, perspective, stepping outside of me into the shoes of another, feel what they feel, see how they see, imagine what they might be imagining in this moment

teaching my self this step early on has offered me ways to see differently what I thought I saw firstly

second view shifted how I felt, releasing ideas that didn’t feel too great

sometimes it worked, sometimes it didn’t, but, I always tried to see differently

perhaps this was the birth of my love for words, very young, practising the rearrangement of words became a bit of Joy and Fun, wondering what new thought phrase combination of words might evolve

oh to add to that, word evolvement thought, this could totally be why I learned to screw up my words so incredibly well, just ask my Sons, they can attest to trying to understand what it was, Mom was ‘really trying to say’!

always imagine what could be

want what you want while allowing what you want to be the right want for you in this moment

this is patience, yes it takes practice and flexability

however

it is worth the wait and makes for an interesting journey along the way

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‘every horse should have a back pouch’

what was I really trying to say! one of my more epic moments shared with my youngest son while driving, I was laughing so hard that I had to stop the car!

smile…Nancy