Beginning vs Procrastinating

I have learned listening is critical to me being me, authentically me

understanding the voice directing my next step needs, requires, a knowing of who is speaking, before stepping forward

every.single.time.

whose voice is it, mine or theirs, soul or society

when it is not mine, I procrastinate

when it is mine I proceed

there is a distinct feeling in my being when it is my voice I am listening to, mine, not theirs

when it is theirs I find ways to procrastinate, to make the moment beyond approach, their voice intitiates fear

mine immediately recognizes my next steps moving me further in thought but especially in trust into more of me

my voice intitiates courage

this is my path

this is where I begin

here now I begin living as me regardless of societal norms, it is me I am here to listen to, not them

smile … it is your superpower, I know it is mine … Nancy